Courtney On Track 17

01.30.22

Find something you enjoy and comes easy to you, the rest kinda just comes easy. Whenever I’m in the car just driving and you go into the mode of dreaming. All the different thoughts, plans and ideas just kinda come to me. And the stupid part is that I don’t do anything about it. And I gotta do something about it. I gotta set schedules for myself and get organized, get back into creating on a constant basis. And stop getting so distracted all the time lol. Like as I was writing this I went into Instagram to scroll. I gotta realize that none of that is going to help me. That going on Instagram, tiktok, and sometimes Snapchat to just mind numbing scroll doesn’t help me. I’m being consumer when I should be the creator. I’m being sucked into a vacuum of the social media system while the whole world is going to shit. I’m going off topic of really anything that is in my head.